Life has been personally nothing but grey too lately. It rains almost everyday and this morning we had another series of soft rain dripping from the sky. I love it. I love seeing it touch the window and create dotted pattern. I love seeing it dripping down to the ground and making splash.
On the other side of equation, my job is getting more demanding than ever. I started to miss things that I should not miss, forgetting things I should not forget. Something like, quiet lunch and deep conversation with my friends.
I have a few real close friends... friends I turn to when I'm feeling down and friends who gather around me when I need them….and when things turn sour, I always have them to turn to. A shoulder to cry on, a cool head to talk to. Someone to console me and to calm me down, and someone to tell me I fucked up when I needed telling. God knows how I'd be if I dont have them.. hahaha
I do not regret much nowadays. I know there is a reason things end up the way it did. That there is a reason I made my choices the way I did. I may end up getting hurt or losing, or I may even end up in physical pain, but I say to myself that there is a reason it ended up the way it did. So I now look forward to discovering what it is that I am fated to have. The outcome of the choices that I made.
I hope the sky will turn blue sooner rather than later